I'm having a bit of a rough time lately. I kind of feel like my life is swallowing me whole or something. It's rubbish, but worst than that I feel really guilty. I have some amazing friends, literally you couldn't ask for better friends, I wouldn't say I'm taking them for granted it's not that. I don;t know what it is, they try and I don't give anything back, conversational wise anyway. I feel bad for treating them like this, I need to snap out of it I guess, it may just take a while. So to them, I'm sorry, and I love you guys, I really do. I'm trying my best to be okay!